Saturday, July 3, 2010
can't stand it
It would be lovely if things could possibly actually work out for me one of these days. Maybe if people told the truth more frequently I would get my hopes up less often and there would be fewer instances of my hopes dropping and immediately shattering upon impact. I think I am learning to deal with those falls a little bit better. I wish I didn't have to. I don't want to hear lies. It doesn't do me any good. Your sugar coating dissolves pretty quickly, and the pill is even more bitter from the delay.
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ReplyDeleteI only found your web page as I was searching online for flip flops and feet and toes (something that I like watching - especially in summer).. and you're probably wondering what I'm babbling about.
I'm trying to get to grips with the Secret (have you read it?).
I know Reiki, Yoga and the channeling of energy and this secret follows very close to all of them.
I've attended rituals on Tara Hill (a pagan place in Ireland) that also talk about the channeling of energy from our mother earth (and yes, religion is only someone people follow because they were brainwashed by the pope and the church into believing that that which they worshipped was actually the devil).
I suppose, what I'm trying to say is, how about we sit down and have a chin wag sometime over a cup of any beverage and just talk about everything under the sun (or the moon).
I know what I like, and I know what I'd like to do if I wasn't held back by the ball and chain that's known as life (work to get money, use money to pay bills, food, replacing items that will eventually break again).
Wouldn't it be brill if society could live where money wasn't the "desire to happiness", which is what most people reckon it is. All this status symbol crap and showing off bs.
I like computers, it allows me to sometimes get away from the life I live, and imagine I'm a capsuleer traversing space systems far far away (Eve Online).
I'm not who I am online, but that's more for safety. A mask to mask the real person of who I am. But we all do this online, and I fear for those who don't as there are people out there who will take advantage of true, honest, real people. And that's not right.
I'm a guy who spends too much time thinking in the past and wondering what if, but who knows the folly of doing this too much as I'll lose the time I have right here and now to be able to do things that I like.. but yet, the aspect of money holds me back, and I pause.
I run back to the safety blanket of anonymity online and delude myself into thinking that I'm happier this way, yet I look out every day to the mountains in the distance and tell myself I must head out there and walk amongst nature.. and then it rains, and I go back to my shell of comfort.
:)
So what is real? Who is real?
How do like-minded people get together and have a proper talk about life, the universe and everything?
Time for some brunch. Do you want me to get you anything? Slice of toast? Cup of tea?
The door's always open, just let me know you want to spend some time with me.
wow that is most super tip top banana
ReplyDeletetheodorik o brien
really great comment
nice...
on this bit
How do like-minded people get together and have a proper talk about life, the universe and everything?
i could be wrong but maybe youd enjoy a talking circle
you can find them at gatherings wondefull places of love and light welcome to all
theres one in cornwall
this looks like an interesting place too
gaunts house center of profound learning
although maybe your not in the u.k
oh yeh totally rinsed this space in a comment on thedoriks comment eee yumba
things are blatantly going be alright
im with Marley on that one
Bob knows