I feel like I am living my life in limbo. I keep waiting and waiting for things to change. Patience is a virtue. Being virtuous is overrated.
I want things to speed up so I can begin living again. Living seems like a foreign concept to me. My life has been moving in slow motion or reverse for so long. Stick. Stack. Stuck. Now there is plenty of wiggle room but nowhere to go.
The idea of life and space and freedom terrifies me to no end. They are unfamiliar. I want it, need it, but every time I think about it, I am scared shitless.
Goddamnit, I hope things get easier.
About Me
- manna is a hell of a drug
- I tend to think too much. Like way, way too much.
fuck you, world.
in my world words have power
ReplyDeletethe words that we write
the stories that we create
they all exist
somewhere
and everywhere
i write for you
that things will get easier
why not
now
for tomorow is not so far away
in fact tomorow is right here and now
theres no reason that bright new tomorow we all search for on the horizon
isnt right here with us at the centre of the worlds
your life
your light
today
shine on
i was scared for a long time
about diving head first into the ocean
the pool the sea that is life
then one day i dove in
and found to my delight
that it was the waiting the hesitating
the contemplating
that was the the hard part
and that swimming in life
the flow of the ocean was easy
for i had let go
and was just swimming
and no longer had anything to worry about
heres a little trick i learnt
i want you to know it note for note
when you write the words
everything is going to get easier
it works
and if you sing those words
to the stars and the moon
well they shine brighter and sing right back to you
and when you wish for others dreams to come true
well my friend
you'll be swinging on a spoon
ps
limbos can last a long time
(i had a seven year coma)
bob marley said
the harder the battle the sweeter the victory
ping the gypsy sings
the stars your life will shine
may your palms be crossed with silver